As child run on green fields ,,, we run and run so fast ,,, both of us collected a bunch of colorful flowers to beauty our necks with necklace we made to both of us ..... I've put my small hand in yours one to run with you and run so fast ,,, till our breathes cut and dropped our bodies on grass to get rest ,,, hiding under a tree's shadow in middle the forest ,,, sun falling its ray on tree above us ,,, Birds resting on trees and bushes ,,, sun rising on green fields ,,, blue and pure sky watching the beauty of nature around us ,,, butterflies dancing on flowers ,,, our hearts are dancing in our ribs ,,, pairs of birds, flowers ,,, trees ,,, green grass ,,, beauty nature and weather all are singing , dancing and enjoying on music of our hearts... angels are praying and watching both of us ..... As a couple of children rolling on wet grass ,,, rolling and rolling to mature on wet grass a ,,, all of sudden ,,, woke up both of us ,,, our eyes is opened to see ourselves not kids ,,, both of us are ready to test new world of love ,,, every part of ours dancing, singing, crying and asking us to get close to touch secrets of love, to test sweetness of life .... Our eyes got up to see we are not kids,, Is that love which mature us or love woke up childhood inside us ,,, we run as kids and we pass twenty six ,,, were us kids and we are twenty-six or we are adults and love return us kids? wake up, wake up, yes wake up , oh yes, wake up ,,, that is love ,, lets never waste it ,,, let's all celebrate for love, love, yes love , Oh yes for LOVE ....
الجمعة، 15 أبريل 2011
الجمعة، 8 أبريل 2011
Crazy visions
I've composed an amazing music ,, would u like to share me playing it ?
I've created a new game ,, would u like to share me playing it ?...
Join me to painting the seas , the mountains and trees ,come with me to dance upon rains drops !
Wait ,, Wait ,, I've gotten a crazy notion ,, would you follow me ? I feel like to fall myself into a sea ! What are you thinking ? Are you thinking same with me , Do you like to DIE with me today ?
Wait ,,, Wait ,,, I've remembered that you've promised to me to take me with you to visit the moon together tonight. and you've promised to me to watch the moon together until it set ...
Hey, do you think same with me ? I'm thinking to create a special year for us , we sew it as we wish , we add and delete in it. We don't make any space between light and dark and between day and night and we add fifth season to it. Would you like to share me this year ? ...
This evening , would you join me? I want to dance under moon light ...
Listen to me.. I want to live with you the rest of my life .. Don't leave me in the winter cause I afraid winds movement and rains drops which falling on my home's windows.. Don't forget that you've promised to me to build our small house on beach in a place where nobody can reach it and where birds sings on our home's windows at 1st sun ray falling.
Don't forget to tell me stories in which their heroes and heroines have changed into stars to watch love cities from evils while , you tell me stories while me sets around heater to sew a sweater made of trees leaves for you .
Be ready my love, this night we'll go to collect stars to make rings and nickels to decorate and adorn the land of love , angels and rain ...
I've created a new game ,, would u like to share me playing it ?...
Join me to painting the seas , the mountains and trees ,come with me to dance upon rains drops !
Wait ,, Wait ,, I've gotten a crazy notion ,, would you follow me ? I feel like to fall myself into a sea ! What are you thinking ? Are you thinking same with me , Do you like to DIE with me today ?
Wait ,,, Wait ,,, I've remembered that you've promised to me to take me with you to visit the moon together tonight. and you've promised to me to watch the moon together until it set ...
Hey, do you think same with me ? I'm thinking to create a special year for us , we sew it as we wish , we add and delete in it. We don't make any space between light and dark and between day and night and we add fifth season to it. Would you like to share me this year ? ...
This evening , would you join me? I want to dance under moon light ...
Listen to me.. I want to live with you the rest of my life .. Don't leave me in the winter cause I afraid winds movement and rains drops which falling on my home's windows.. Don't forget that you've promised to me to build our small house on beach in a place where nobody can reach it and where birds sings on our home's windows at 1st sun ray falling.
Don't forget to tell me stories in which their heroes and heroines have changed into stars to watch love cities from evils while , you tell me stories while me sets around heater to sew a sweater made of trees leaves for you .
Be ready my love, this night we'll go to collect stars to make rings and nickels to decorate and adorn the land of love , angels and rain ...
الخميس، 7 أبريل 2011
I have right of dream
Sometimes we dream about someone we know that person won't be ours but we keep dream about , sometimes we stay away of someone ever love and appreciate us to recognize this too late .
As a butterfly flies then flies for a long time to drop its own pair of wings on a beautiful flower to steal a rest , I was flying and flying in my own kingdom , I've sit under an old tree's shadow to give to my space a rest... A pair of birds fell down on an oasis to full their thirst I dropped my back side by side with that old kind tree to have a rest as I dropped all my dreams in ocean of hopes to come true within minutes, I lost at the ocean of visions,, I saw everything nice, angels flew at every place,, every spot was full of spirit, beauty of nature, blue and pure sky gave to my soul a sprit to go with spell world, I saw angels coming toward me with a magic guitar and started playing a holy music with joy , I was lonely there, no earthily y creatures there, silent was only what I Could not break, I heard air movement move on. all these gave me a dizzy, I needed you to be by side, my tears rolled on my checks, I missed you to be with me as past ,I was so tired to think why you are so far as a star at dark sky, I fell asleep for some time,, I lost for some time, oh yeah I've lost, It was an amazing night, we were side by side, you have hugged me so tight, we danced under moon light, you've told me what ever girl wish to be told , my heart was dancing in my rib, I was flying for a while and dancing for a while, I forget my burden for a while, we were together for some time, that time I was as butterfly ,, you've caught my heart between your hands ,,yeah that is my love, Oh sorry I woke up, why did I wake up ? I couldn't see you here,, sorry all that was a dream, our meet was just a dream, how much I did hope that dream never ever have an end ! Yeah I did.
As a butterfly flies then flies for a long time to drop its own pair of wings on a beautiful flower to steal a rest , I was flying and flying in my own kingdom , I've sit under an old tree's shadow to give to my space a rest... A pair of birds fell down on an oasis to full their thirst I dropped my back side by side with that old kind tree to have a rest as I dropped all my dreams in ocean of hopes to come true within minutes, I lost at the ocean of visions,, I saw everything nice, angels flew at every place,, every spot was full of spirit, beauty of nature, blue and pure sky gave to my soul a sprit to go with spell world, I saw angels coming toward me with a magic guitar and started playing a holy music with joy , I was lonely there, no earthily y creatures there, silent was only what I Could not break, I heard air movement move on. all these gave me a dizzy, I needed you to be by side, my tears rolled on my checks, I missed you to be with me as past ,I was so tired to think why you are so far as a star at dark sky, I fell asleep for some time,, I lost for some time, oh yeah I've lost, It was an amazing night, we were side by side, you have hugged me so tight, we danced under moon light, you've told me what ever girl wish to be told , my heart was dancing in my rib, I was flying for a while and dancing for a while, I forget my burden for a while, we were together for some time, that time I was as butterfly ,, you've caught my heart between your hands ,,yeah that is my love, Oh sorry I woke up, why did I wake up ? I couldn't see you here,, sorry all that was a dream, our meet was just a dream, how much I did hope that dream never ever have an end ! Yeah I did.
the first love
The First Love
I've loved him for the first a while I met him, something inside me foretold this is the one I ever dream to meet, I knew he will be mine one day even all that I had scared to lose him .
Days after, we met in more than one occasion . Once in neighbor and other in my friend's marriage party and many others times later with intent and without it .
One day, I was in my way going shopping , He followed me and he started talking to me , he vowed his feelings and love toward me asking me if I could accept his love or no . I didn't know how to say yes I do even I just nodded my head .
Little by little we got knowing each other quite good to start the first step to get married . He visited me and asked my mum for my hand . We engaged , we were very happy , it was the happiest period in my life but the saddest
In 1980. the War out broke in Iraq. He had been asked to do his Military Service Duty , he couldn't refuse or accept it. The Iraqi army serving was obligatory , I didn't feel good to know my fiancé had to serve the army in that bloody war but in sane time I couldn't forbid him of going or not . Before he went to War I vowed him my love and I asked him to promise me to come back to me and he never ever leave me. He said with a sad expression in his eyes that he will always be with me . I even cried I didn't know why I was not comfortable to his going.
He had gone and didn't save his promises! He joined the war on his feet and he had been brought to me in coffins.
I can't explain to you my dear reader how I was feeling that day up this moment
I'm writing you.
Days and time didn't stop even I wished to stop them and go back few days of time to meet him and hug him for last time but wishes don’t go along with our real bitter life.
I lost my only love, I'd cried and cried for him " come back to me ". many sad night I spent lonely crying and praying for God " help me and lead me to the right way " . he was visiting me dreams often especially when I pray more and more.
Years later many guys asked for my hand but I couldn't accept love of any guy . my love is all for my only love although he passed away .
I always dream of him and he sometimes visits me in dreams , whole the long hard years I didn't stop loving him up now . many times I asked him to take me with him wherever he stays in heaven or hell.
Pains and disasters didn't give up of me ! all these years another one came when I was 40 years old and this time my mum passed away . I lost both my parent , my dad was dead when I was 1 year old . I blast into cry I even tried to commit a suicide but my faith in God didn’t allow me to do such stupid thing. I just still alive and in this moment I'm in my bed with the hardness of one of my legs has been cut one week ago due to spread of cancer in it. I just want to disclose you a secret my dear reader " till this moment with all the pains and bitterness I lived and I'm living I didn’t be sorry for loving him even for one a while ! l didn't stop loving him when he passed away but I always keep him alive in my heart and mind, even I keep our engagement rings in my jewelers box" .
At last I just can tell with a hopeful face : " Even I'm almost dying and my last day almost have came , I'm waiting for this moment to company you there . really I miss you and I love you forever .."
I've loved him for the first a while I met him, something inside me foretold this is the one I ever dream to meet, I knew he will be mine one day even all that I had scared to lose him .
Days after, we met in more than one occasion . Once in neighbor and other in my friend's marriage party and many others times later with intent and without it .
One day, I was in my way going shopping , He followed me and he started talking to me , he vowed his feelings and love toward me asking me if I could accept his love or no . I didn't know how to say yes I do even I just nodded my head .
Little by little we got knowing each other quite good to start the first step to get married . He visited me and asked my mum for my hand . We engaged , we were very happy , it was the happiest period in my life but the saddest
In 1980. the War out broke in Iraq. He had been asked to do his Military Service Duty , he couldn't refuse or accept it. The Iraqi army serving was obligatory , I didn't feel good to know my fiancé had to serve the army in that bloody war but in sane time I couldn't forbid him of going or not . Before he went to War I vowed him my love and I asked him to promise me to come back to me and he never ever leave me. He said with a sad expression in his eyes that he will always be with me . I even cried I didn't know why I was not comfortable to his going.
He had gone and didn't save his promises! He joined the war on his feet and he had been brought to me in coffins.
I can't explain to you my dear reader how I was feeling that day up this moment
I'm writing you.
Days and time didn't stop even I wished to stop them and go back few days of time to meet him and hug him for last time but wishes don’t go along with our real bitter life.
I lost my only love, I'd cried and cried for him " come back to me ". many sad night I spent lonely crying and praying for God " help me and lead me to the right way " . he was visiting me dreams often especially when I pray more and more.
Years later many guys asked for my hand but I couldn't accept love of any guy . my love is all for my only love although he passed away .
I always dream of him and he sometimes visits me in dreams , whole the long hard years I didn't stop loving him up now . many times I asked him to take me with him wherever he stays in heaven or hell.
Pains and disasters didn't give up of me ! all these years another one came when I was 40 years old and this time my mum passed away . I lost both my parent , my dad was dead when I was 1 year old . I blast into cry I even tried to commit a suicide but my faith in God didn’t allow me to do such stupid thing. I just still alive and in this moment I'm in my bed with the hardness of one of my legs has been cut one week ago due to spread of cancer in it. I just want to disclose you a secret my dear reader " till this moment with all the pains and bitterness I lived and I'm living I didn’t be sorry for loving him even for one a while ! l didn't stop loving him when he passed away but I always keep him alive in my heart and mind, even I keep our engagement rings in my jewelers box" .
At last I just can tell with a hopeful face : " Even I'm almost dying and my last day almost have came , I'm waiting for this moment to company you there . really I miss you and I love you forever .."
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